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"So the lion fell in love with the lamb" - Edward Cullen

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Assalamualaikum.


I can live without you, but without you I’ll be miserable at best.

Where were you. 

Kini kuntuman bunga

Aku jatuh cinta,
Pada dia pilihan kedua,
Angka kulihat kini kuntuman bunga,
Segah membangga.

Ya Qahhar Ya 'Alim Ya Hasib, 
Kau infinitikan rasa ini.
DemiMu, demi Islam, 
Demi anak bangsaku, demi negara. 


Aminn.

Updates after a while

Assalamualaikum all. You guys been good? Alhamdulillah. Now jangan lupa mensyukuri nikmat2 Allah tu. Ce kira, banyak woo Allah dah bagi kat kita. Sebab tu kita kena sayang Allah lebih daripada setiap sesuatu pun, betul tak? Ngeee. 

In less than 3 months, Allah willing, I'll be finishing my studies. I'm getting a degree in Finance! Pretty excited for I never expect to be in this industry, never, even in my wildest dream. Masha Allah the puzzle is magnificently beautiful. Nevertheless, this semester has been crazy. The lecturers kept loading us with journals to review. Frankly, I never review so much journals as I did in this final semester. Well, just currently I got another journal to review. For Dr. Chu's class, journal entitled; U.S. and Japanese macroeconomic news and stock market volatility in Asia-Pacific. How about that? Hebat. 

Dah lama tak update blog ni. Bukan tiada cerita menarik, banyak ceritanya. Sangat banyak perkara2 yang berlaku dalam masa terdekat ni. Hmm... Okey tapi saya finally able juga to squeeze some of my time to write here, so okey lar tu kan? Tahu tak kenapa? Sebab nanti lepas graduate, I want to look back and be like heyyy post ni la yang aku tulis time aku duk busy2 dengan kerja review journal tu =)

Baik. Apa lagi nak cerita. Oh cerita ni. Saya rasa macam nak jatuh cinta dengan seseorang je. Handsome gegilaa :P Tapi hmm... Sabar lah dulu. Banyak lagi komitmen lain. Nanti dah betul yakin, saya akan benarkan hati saya jatuh cinta. Ya Allah, may your guidance be with me, with every steps I take. I need You, for You know how much. 

Sementara aku masih berusaha meneguhkan cintaku padaMu, sementara aku masih punya banyak kelemahan untuk bergelar seorang isteri, sementara aku masih belum bersedia, sementara aku masih belum mampu, Kau tenangkanlah hatiku dan hatinya. Tenangkan ombak rindu dari terus menghempas hati kami. 

Eh terjiwang la pulak. Eheh. Maaf. 

Dan, post ni pun dah macam panjang sangat. I should stop here. I'll leave you guys with this wonderful quote. I agree with every word. 

"There are pieces of your life, moments, events, decisions, that you saw no significance in as they happened. You may even despair. Its only when time goes by and you look back that suddenly you see your whole life like a perfectly designed puzzle. Don't be afraid of the puzzle piece you're in now. It will fit perfectly just like the rest. How could it not? The Designer is perfect ♥"  - Purity starts here. 

Allah willing. For Islam, for ummah;

I Heart The Saga

"And so the lion fell in love with the lamb"

"What a stupid lamb"

"What a sick masochistic lion"

"When I told you that I didn't want you, it was the very blackest kind of blasphemy"

"I could see it in your eyes, that you honestly believed that I didn't want you anymore. The most absurd, ridiculous concept - as if there were any way that I could exist without needing you!" 

Medik hati

Assalamualaikum all. So how's everything? Good? Great kan?!! Hehe. Kalau bagi yang tidak berapa nak great tu, find ways to be as great okeyh? 

Kali ini kita bincang soal hati. Saya takut hati mati. Saya tak mahu hati saya mati. Orang cakap, kalau hati mati nie tengok benda2 sedih pun tak menangis, tak tersentuh, sebab hati dah keras a.k.a hati mati. Senang cerita, hati batu. Huhuhu. Saya akui semakin meningkat dewasa, makin terasa keras hati ni. Kenapa ya? Banyak dosa agaknya. Herm... mungkin. Nevertheless, it's not hard for us to hear the loud silent scream of our heart. Muslim's conscience. Apa maksud conscience? Conscience tu bermaksud, kalau kita nak buat sesuatu, inner-self kita akan second guess benda tu, betul ke tidak apa yang kita nak buat tu. Salah ke betul. Allah redha ke Allah murka. Thank Allah for it still "work" in us. Saves us in a lot of situations and matters. If it don't, man you gotta do something about it. 

Apa-apa pun, kita masih punya hati. Alhamdulillah segala puji-pujian hanya untukMu. Tak kisah lah hati retak ke, hati sakit ke, hati pengsan ke, if it once hurt, it needs recovery. It deserves one! It deserves one. Jadi, apa ubat hati??

Berkata seorang ulama, Ibrahim Al-Khawas RA: “ Sesungguhnya ubat hati itu ada lima perkara, maka ubatilah hati kamu dengan lima perkara tersebut. Pertamanya, bacalah Al-Quran dengan menghayati isi kandunganya. Kedua, mengosongkan perut dari terlalu kenyang atau berpuasa. Ketiga, bangun ( beribadat ) di waktu malam. Keempat, menghampirkan diri kepada Allah ( beribadat ) disepertiga malam dan yang kelimanya, sentiasa bersama-sama di dalam majlis orang-orang yang soleh ”.

Random talk

Assalamulaikum all. How are you all been doing? Guys, one of my best friends in university is getting engaged this April. So I'm pretty excited to go to her majis pertunangan nanti. Tapikan, taaaapii she is my best friend, dah nak bertunang and me? Boyfriend pun takde lagi ni cemana? Waaahhh haha. Tappe2. Muda lagi. Cool2. Orang cakap a perfect man for you really is worth waiting for. Cewwah ! (ayat sedapkan hati, hihi).

Ni nak cerita, tapi ni cerita lain. Takda kaitan dengan cerita kat atas tu. Pada suatu hari, I had changed my desktop background with a photo of a korean actress. I think she's beautiful. My bro thinks I'm gay. Ya Allah! Saya straight okey. Normally, easily, err crazily? attracted to male human beings, keh keh keh. And actually the prime reason saya letak gambar korean actress tu sebab ada sorang pernah bagitahu saya that I look a bit like her. Oh ya, perasan kan? KAN? HAHA ! :P Hey hey hey, berapa banyak orang akan cakap macam tu kat kita kan? Bukan tiap2 hari. So, just enjoy the feel okey. No harm. Wehehehei. 

I know entry kali ni macam entah hape2. Tu maknanya I should just stop right here. Sebelum saya pergi melalut2 benda lain pulak. Tak ada kerja kan? Memang tak ada kerja pun, hahahahaha suka hati. Lecturers belom load kami dengan assignment lagi. Tunggu la time assignment berlambak nanti. Hari2 rasa macam nak menangis. Ohhh... Alrite all, itu sahaja. Take care <3 ! 

I leave you all with these words. Digest them well :)

Thing with merajuk

Assalamualaikum all. Adalah dalam dua tiga kali dah usaha nak post something new kat sini ni, tapi entah. Asik failed je. Kali ni alhamdulillah, heheh siap jugak entry nih akhirnya, HAHA.

Cehh bajet entry bagus nak siapkan perlu berhari-hari kann, padahal malas. Hehe, okey okey. Memang tak bagus sangat pon entry ni, just for the sake nak update, duk rumah tak ada cerita. Bangun pagi, breakfast, tv, online facebook yang literally makin bosan, skype, pastu ape? Ooh makan, then makan, then what? Makan lagi! dan lagi! Wahahahah! Sebenaqnya bukan pasai makan nak diketengahkan. Saja ja tu. 

Topiknya pasal merajuk. Sapa penah merajuk? Sapa tak penah? Actually saya ada kes. Kononnya nak merajuk. Then you know what? Merajuk tak sampai lima minit dah cair balik lar. Hahaha benci kan. Merajuk tak jadi. I hate it. Sebab orang yang buat kita merajuk tu overly sweet sampai kita tak jadik nak merajuk lama2 -.-' Pernah ke rasa?

Now overly sweet tu tak semestinya mesti dia tu boyfriend or girlfriend kite. I once dulu merajuk with my brother. Bukan ape pun, sebab dia taknak tukar channel tv (HAHA), then terus jela masuk bilik kann (mengada bukann?) And sebab sweetness beliau datang bilik saya, tak jadik kau merajuk lelama :P

Saya ni bukan yang jenis sikit2 nak merajuk. Ape barang twenty four seven kerja nak merajuk aje. Rimas tahu? That is why saya akan merajuk dengan people that I love je. Now people, you know I love you if I ever pernah merajuk with you. Sebabnya untuk apa nak ambik hati dengan orang yang kita tak rapat ni? Like they will ever care about us kan? So why bother to tunjuk2 marah merajuk nak muntah manja mengada you tu kan? Sampai ke maksud ayat ni? I REALLY hope it does. They never care. Never will. So merajuk lah dengan orang yang akan pujuk kita balik. Pujuk kita because they care. Because they care. Ya, saya rasa itu sangat sweet. 

I'm a strong person, but every now and then I would like someone to say - "hey I'm sorry, I don't mean to...." - when they made mistakes and hurt my feelings. Yes I tend to brush my shoulders off most of the time, almost all the time. But yea, every now and then, to have someone to be there with you, is really comforting. And great. 

Was called to share this

Assalamualaikum alls. How are you all been doing? Good? Lama dah tak update kan? Paling last update pon tahun lepas. Hahaha. 

Okey okey. So this will be the first entry for the year 2012. Took this from facebook actually. It's not mine, it's Aiman Azlan's. 

Well, taken from his facebook status,

                            Aisha said: The Prophet used to lean on my lap 

                            and recite the Quran 

                            while I was in my menses. 

                            (Reported by Bukhari, from DrMAZA.com's Twitter)

                            If that's not romantic, I don't know what is.

It is :)